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i can't give you anything

im sorry i slept on your arm for four months. and for going away for two. and for thinking that when i got back id be ready to sleep on your arm again. more. and im sorry that im not ready and that something. no someone. changed my thought. i'll never tell you that part though because i already broke you more than you deserve to be broken. i cant look after myself. i cant make sure that i am happy all of the time. and thats what you want me for. to make sure. to make you. happy all of the time. for a real long time. and i am not ready. my stomach feels sick when i think about real long times. im sorry that i got confused and broke you.

jump in

Roll The Dice

by Charles Bukowski

if you’re going to try, go all the
way.
otherwise, don’t even start.

if you’re going to try, go all the
way. this could mean losing girlfriends,
wives, relatives, jobs and
maybe your mind.

go all the way.
it could mean not eating for 3 or
4 days.
it could mean freezing on a
park bench.
it could mean jail,
it could mean derision,
mockery,
isolation.
isolation is the gift,
all the others are a test of your
endurance, of
how much you really want to
do it.
and you’ll do it
despite rejection and the
worst odds
and it will be better than
anything else
you can imagine.

if you’re going to try,
go all the way.
there is no other feeling like
that.
you will be alone with the
gods
and the nights will flame with
fire.

do it, do it, do it.
do it.

all the way
all the way.
you will ride life straight to
perfect laughter,
it’s the only good fight
there is.

blah clluck

glahhh muck

ah fuck

Come on now, try it out

Straight people dont know, what your about
They put you down and shut you out
You gave to me a new belief
And soon the world will love you sweet leaf