longer than your hair in the 80's

i am really torn right now and its not a good feeling. i am completely all over the place, my thoughts and morals are shaken. this reads badly. college is ruining me! i am all for learning, but its killing my spirit turning up and finding out so many things that i dont know. i feel stupid and it sucks, because i know i'm not. i think im spilling my guts because im alone. i want to put some tunes on and jump around but there are builders in my backyard. ehhhh distance is a terrible thing, thats all i can think about right now and it's driving me insane. id like to freeze time for a little while too, but i'd like to be able to leave a few people unfrozen. thank god for phone cards and socks. thank god for simone. thank god for photos to remind me that college isn't hell all the time.