are you out of your mind?

i just want to reiterate what im doing with my life.
i was reading over some old posts and got this.

"I want to write for rolling stone magazine. and i want to take pictures that make people feel empty.
im studying journalism and photo-journalism at college now and i cant wait to graduate and be entirely satisfied with myself.
im growing my hair down to my knees and im working on my winter wardrobe. ive got ten thousand things in my head that i want to wear, its just a case of having enough thread and fingers that are numb to needle pricks.
im keeping journals and secrets and im trying to inspire.
im making my mum proud and im collecting smiles for the next lonely moment that i hope never comes ! .
things are good"

this is probably the first year that i've kept my word. im on my way to rolling stone and my photos are getting there, slowly.
i havent been kicked out of college, and by graduation EVERYTHING will be perfect.
hhaha my hair is getting their! haha and my mothers sewing skills are rubbing off on me. ive made some amazing pieces for this winter!
its obvious that im keeping a journal and i promise im keeping secrets. i hope im inspiring someone, but its positive that im inspiring myself.
my mum is proud of me, whether she admits it or not. im smiling more than ever and things are still good.
i know its only half way through the year, and it might be a little strange to say this, but the good has most definitely outweighed the bad this year. and im more than certain that next year will be the same.

smiles all round.